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Wo! Test! (SPANISH) Robado a Chichiri's Chica (q web más tonta xD). O.o, bueno, en parte no se equivoca mucho. Pero no me gustan las pintas de la imagen, no me va el vino y podían haber elegido una flor más... ¿bonita? Aparte del corazón hortera... Wah, me voy a dibujar yaoi, que es lo único con lo que me siento productiva ^^UUUUUU Read My ResultTake the TestY el resultado en el Gaydar? TADAAAA!"You personally got 11 of the 20 people correct and were better at recognizing guys than girls." (I wonder why... >.>UUUU xDDDD) "Overall, you guessed better than 17% of all test takers. "

Art post! weee! ^____^

Hi again! *waves*After a pretty weak week (xD) in creative matters, I'm productive again! Well, I guess a couple of Kurofai fics are enough to activate me, but I've been also drawing some originals pics ^o^ and getting ideas for different parts of a story I will write one of those years xDDDAnd finally I have a quite possible for me project to do. I wish to make some drabbles, part of a collection called "3 months", about Fye's eating habits the space between the Tokyo arc and the new world of chapter 136, and I have the first one (in english! gosh, I forced myself to write, it must be full of mistakes X.X). It's great because it's something I can do while I'm in class ^_^, and none of my classmates is going to start reading what I write (I hope). It's not like when I sketch some bishonen in my notebook and I hear "oh, cool, SHE's nice ^_^"; and they take my pencil, and draw a weeding dress over HIM O_O. I really got frustrated after that. Anyway, I have to get to terms with DA... but I don't feel like it. Plus, its a very slooooow page, and I'm not going to stop the eMule or the Bittorrent just to upload pics. I should also upload some of the Salon del Manga photos, since I was asked, and I guess it's nice to share them (but most of them weng out blurry X.X), but I will have to wait because I have to create and account in sendspace or one of those webs, and right now I don't feel like it ^^UUUU. Waaah, anyway, *SPOILER ALERT OF THE LATEST TRC CHAPTERS*Rating? No idea, I never know how they work. No porn and no swearing (yet xDDDD), but there's blood. No yaoi either (yet *_*). First and last He hadn’t noticed how cold his lips were until the warm drops of blood leaked over them, alive, almost beating… burning him. The sensation made him part his lips lightly with a surprised gasp, and the dark liquid, as by his own mind, oozed between his teeth, flooding in the space between his tongue and palate. When the temperature’s impression passed away, a wave of information broke against his brain: the taste. I wasn’t salty, ferric, heavy… as he expected from what he knew from previous experiences with his own wounds. It was strong, though. And maybe sweet… but there was something more. He didn’t really know what, but it felt like nothing he had ever tasted… delicious, intoxicating, perfect… He didn’t want it! He swallowed, unable to do any other thing, wanting the marvelous sensation to stop. For heaven’s sake, it was just blood! Or maybe… not. The moment the liquid left trough his throat he realized there was much more. He felt, each second more anxious, how the burning drops flooded all over his body, through his veins… but it wasn’t enough. The cold came again, but he wasn’t cold before, was he? He felt the emptiness… It was not just blood, he had to know what it was! He pressed his lips against the ninja’s wrist, sucking slowly, then greedily, knowing his mind was loosing control of the situation, but without even considering doing anything about it… It was life. He didn’t know how, but it was life. He was drinking everything. He savored the colors, the morning sun, the warm and chill of the different seasons… he drank existence, which he didn’t knew he lacked until that instant. And felt the happiness, the strength, the resolution… But he was still empty. No matter how much he drank, he was no longer hungry, but an empty space remained somewhere inside, void, unreachable… He wanted it filled… filled with that marvelous feeling. He wanted satiation. So he kept drinking, barely noticing the hot blood escaping his lips, spilling all over his chin and own neck, barely hearing the distant murmurs, barely feeling the pressing hand over his hair, trying to yank it away, weak… He just wanted to drink. The rest of the world didn’t make any sense without it; he wanted everything, all inside him… “STOP IT ALREADY, FYE!” His name… Kurogane’s voice… He opened his eyes… He didn’t really know if he had them closed, he just realized he was seeing a different reality. Big and calloused hands on his shoulders pushed him away weakly and he saw the blood under the dim light of the night table lamp… all over the ninja’s neck, dripping over his collarbone, dying the tanned skin. Then he saw blood again, in Kurogane’s arms, where his own nails were gripped. And he backed away again, gasping, feeling his soaked chin, getting away from the other’s warm body. Then his eyes meet. Kurogane’s ruby eyes were not vivid anymore. They seemed to look from far away, all strength and determination lost… but watching him, right into the eye, always sure of himself. His face was extremely pale, his lips purple, his body soaked with sweat and blood, trembling… so weak, so hurt, so vulnerable… so close to unconsciousness… He didn’t say a word, got up, turned around and ran away, as fast as his legs allowed him, which was faster than usual. He felt lighter, stronger, alive, better than the ever had… He felt despicable, hideous, a monster. He swore he would rather die than do it again.^_^ Ok, that's it. Obviously, he'll drink again. I'll take care of that myself! Mwahahaa!! Expect angst in future drabbles, and later on... fluff (I can't help it, I'm the one who loves flowery yaoi >.>U)And... ART BONUS! I love doodling in OC *_____*

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Hallo again! Tsubasa's spoiler sais that the nex chappy is called "Knights on the board" and has something to do with chess. I love chess! I'm extremely bad at it, but I love it all the same ^_^. Plus, it reminds me to the HP and Philosopher's Stone trial. So I got inspired ^.^ And I can say it was a productive afternoon :D Tadaaaa! Tsubasa Reservoir (Chibi)Chess! And now, a little more serious pic, but still in the making (I have to make the shadows and lights), but I don't know when I'll be able to finish it this week, and probably it won't be before the new chapter is released; so: Knights on the board.MMM... nice, it's 22:12 already and I still haven't done my japanese homework XD ^^UUUU Damn, I'm off!

Again, so soon? I amaze myself ^^

Yo! I was doodling in OC3 and a Kurofai pic came out ^.^ (orly xD) I was about to upload it to my DA scrap gallery, but I had to face again clicking the "I agree" button accepting things I don't agree at all with ¬¬---X. So I put it here! ^o^ Mmm... let's see... where's the fake cut thinghie? Ah, soo desu ka...

Ey, look! A q...

Ey, look! A quizz result! xD I took the "The Aura Color Personality" quiz on gURL.com My aura is...violet In the world of auras, violet is the color of visionaries. Violets are inspired individuals who are filled with enormous amounts of compassion for the human race. They are usually committed to great causes--think environmental or peace activism--that they think will save the world. Read more...What color is your aura? Woah, I don't really believe it, I have the feeling that my aura is pink >.>UUUUYou Are a Rainbow Breathtaking and rare You are totally enchanting and intriguing But you usually don't stick around long! You are best known for: your beauty Your dominant state: seducingWhat Type of Weather Are You?O.O Wow... I'm... colorful xD (maybe it's because I'm a yaoi fangirl xDDDD)That is a really random post ^^U

NEW LAYOUT! GOSH! ^o^ Finally!

Oh well, hi again!I won't say much mainly because it's 0:15 and I want SLEEEEEEEEEP, plus, my head hurts. So I have a new layout, WEEEEE! It took me a long battle with many programs, tutorials pages and LJ FAQ; but in the end, I have to say that I find the way myself ¬¬ So, if someone's great with all this layout thingies, he/she should do the world a favour and post a damn clear and easy tutorial X.XAnd talking 'bout battles, I began fencing classes, with Chichiris_chica! I feel pretty clumsy (but well, that's not really new in me ^^U), but it's funny and very interesting. And I feel I'm really improving my japanese (after 2 years of learning, about time!). Now, we only study japanese with our sensei Mercurio_Saraneth and I, and the latest days I've been feeling nostalgic about the old times when we were more and I spent the classes laughing with King_Kat (btw, it's been years since I last hear of him, but he must be very busy).Well, I don't want to spend much more time cause I really need to sleep, but I guess it's fair to say that I left my system informatic career, after realising it wasn't at all what I wanted. So I tried to enter publicity, but it was a late decision and the career was full (the same happener with psicology). I'm in sociology right now, so I won't loose this year, but I don't really like it. Lately, I don't like much of my life. So I'm thankful to have my japanese classes, and now the fencing. And of course, I guess I would be down in the damps if I hadn't the happy times of my crack sesions with my best friends (I luv you all). But anyway, I'm not having a very good year, my motivations is really instable. Oh, well... there's always the Kurofai to cheer me up! ^.^ Ah! And I did something to be proud of (about time!), an AMV *_*. I worked really hard on it, and spent a lot of time, mainly because the f*cking program crashed each 5 minutes and it was barely impossible to do something without wanting to throw the desk chair to the screen and kick the CPU (fortunately, I didn't, I just imagined it lot of times, though). It struck me when I realized that no one had made a Kurofai vid with Nickleback's Savin'Me when it's just... so... KUROFAI! So I did ^_^ If you want to check it out, it's here.

NEW LAYOUT! GOSH! ^o^ Finally!

Oh well, hi again!I won't say much mainly because it's 0:15 and I want SLEEEEEEEEEP, plus, my head hurts. So I have a new layout, WEEEEE! It took me a long battle with many programs, tutorials pages and LJ FAQ; but in the end, I have to say that I find the way myself ¬¬ So, if someone's great with all this layout thingies, he/she should do the world a favour and post a damn clear and easy tutorial X.XAnd talking 'bout battles, I began fencing classes, with Chichiris_chica! I feel pretty clumsy (but well, that's not really new in me ^^U), but it's funny and very interesting. And I feel I'm really improving my japanese (after 2 years of learning, about time!). Now, we only study japanese with our sensei Mercurio_Saraneth and I, and the latest days I've been feeling nostalgic about the old times when we were more and I spent the classes laughing with King_Kat (btw, it's been years since I last hear of him, but he must be very busy).Well, I don't want to spend much more time cause I really need to sleep, but I guess it's fair to say that I left my system informatic career, after realising it wasn't at all what I wanted. So I tried to enter publicity, but it was a late decision and the career was full (the same happener with psicology). I'm in sociology right now, so I won't loose this year, but I don't really like it. Lately, I don't like much of my life. So I'm thankful to have my japanese classes, and now the fencing. And of course, I guess I would be down in the damps if I hadn't the happy times of my crack sesions with my best friends (I luv you all). But anyway, I'm not having a very good year, my motivations is really instable. Oh, well... there's always the Kurofai to cheer me up! ^.^ Ah! And I did something to be proud of (about time!), an AMV *_*. I worked really hard on it, and spent a lot of time, mainly because the f*cking program crashed each 5 minutes and it was barely impossible to do something without wanting to throw the desk chair to the screen and kick the CPU (fortunately, I didn't, I just imagined it lot of times, though). It struck me when I realized that no one had made a Kurofai vid with Nickleback's Savin'Me when it's just... so... KUROFAI! So I did ^_^ If you want to check it out, it's here.

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Hi again!A quick post today, just to submit a little Kurofai drabble (in spanish, gomen ne... I'll translate it ASAP) I did to scape the university preasure. Last week was quite depressing because I was convinced that my career was not what I really wanted (plus, the people are quite unfriendly, and there are no freaks! T_T I want otaku friends!). Anyway, this week-end it felt much better 'cause I met my dear friends and we made the first chapter of a Kurofai plushie theater!!! xDDD It's pure crack, dears, but it was great! Unfortunatly, and again, only in spanish (raw version), for the moment. We plan to make a dubbed one, or a subbed one (or even both ^^U). But if you want to check it out, it's here ^^U Credit to chichiris_chica and Mercurio_Saraneth (who still doesn't have a LJ, but will soon enough, mwahaha!), and me ^^U. Yuki Sagara could not come in the end, but is part of the project ^_^ (do check her account, she made a wonderful Shang/Mulan AMV! *_*).So today, monday, was better. I even enjoyed my day in the university (and I felt pretty smart in math class because it was really easy xD). However, physics are my particular hell X_X (mainly because I've studied economics and that means I haven't seen anything of physics in my latest years), but I'm doing my best to overcome it and understand everything. I love my polytechnics building bar, it's so... heavy! Whereas in the other social clubs of the campus, things are pretty posh, the food is hideosly artificial. In the polytechnic's bar, it's healthier, you can see how they made it, and it's full of noise. It makes you feel really confortable, even if you're alone ^^U (it's not the case all the time, I've met nice people ^^, but not many). So I feel better. I hope this feeling doesn't fade away xD.Anyway, still waiting for another TRC manga chappy, still in *Kurofai canon weee* mode, and it seems my muses are getting back from the summer holydays (ABOUT TIME! ¬¬)Here's the little fic (I ask myself if it can be considered a drabble ^^U) [LATEST MANGA CHAPTERS SPOILER ALERT!! you're warned ^^U]


Estaba dormido.
Aunque lo cierto era que con el mago las cosas nunca se sabían a ciencia cierta. Pero, aparentemente, y después de lo que había pasado, Fye estaba dormido.
Kurogane estaba sorprendido. Cabía la posibilidad de que lo estuviera fingiendo, pero el ninja tenía la impresión de que era una respiración tremendamente regular y tranquila; si hubiera sido conscientemente voluntaria no hubiera resultado igual.
Él sabía que el mago nunca dormía así… y lo sabía porque él tampoco lograba nunca conciliar un buen sueño. Estaba acostumbrado a las guardias. Fye no hacía guardia, pero tenía un sueño muy ligero y frágil… y a menudo, Kurogane lo veía agitarse entre lo que parecían horribles pesadillas. Sólo parecía tranquilizarse ligeramente y dormir mejor cuando Mokona se acostaba a su lado.
Mokona no estaba cerca en ese momento. De hecho, estaba con la princesa, ocupándose de investigar dónde podía encontrarse otra de sus plumas, seguidas por el callado Shaoran. Kurogane había preferido salir en el turno de noche una vez que hubieran recogido información. Aunque más importantemente, se había quedado porque Fye tenía que comer. Sentir como la sangre abandonaba poco a poco su cuerpo no era una sensación agradable: se mareaba, se sentía cada vez más débil y sometido por el esbelto mago que cobraba una repentina fuerza cuando su cuerpo se adaptaba a las necesidades de un vampiro.
Sin embargo, Fye no usaba su poder… Kurogane notaba su agarre seguro y resistente , pero delicado a la vez, cuando él mismo le tendía su brazo para que bebiera. Fye no era partidario de beber de su cuello; prefería su muñeca. Seguramente porque era mucho menos íntimo y el mago parecía estar dispuesto a llevar una política opuesta a la que había llevado desde el inicio del viaje. Kurogane le estaba dejando su espacio. No sabía cuánto tiempo aceptaría la hipocresía y la estupidez del mago, pero mientras durara, bien estaba. Ni si quiera él era capaz de admitir lo mucho que le dolía esa actitud.
Y la persona que le hacía sufrir estaba completamente dormida, respirando lentamente, apoyado parcialmente en el regazo del ninja.
Lo suyo hubiera sido despertarle con presteza, quitárselo de encima y marcar distancia; no porque fuera lo que hubiera correspondido a su carácter, sino más bien porque era una respuesta adecuada a la forma en que Fye le estaba tratando. Ojo por ojo y diente por diente, y el mago no hubiera dicho nada.
Pero estaba dormido… y Fye no solía dormir así.
Estaba descansando y con una expresión de calma y aceptación en el rostro; a pesar de todo lo que había pasado. Kurogane no lo sabía, sólo podía imaginarse el horrible sufrimiento de que alguien a quién había intentado proteger se hubiera comido en carne viva su ojo… Y recordaba perfectamente la penosa trasformación en vampiro que el rubio había sufrido, clavando sus uñas en los hombros del ninja mientras apenas lograba respirar bajo el dolor. Y luego estaba el pasado… pasado del que Kurogane hubiera estado encantado de saber… pero que obviamente Fye no pensaba confiarle. Si tanto recelo y tanta paranoia había forjado en el hombre de la siempre falsa sonrisa… no debía guardar muchos recuerdos amables.
Normalmente, Fye siempre se iba después de comer, o más bien era Kurogane el que le dejaba tras otra frase del mago que no era capaz de responder… otra frase de distancia, de hipocresía… Él no lo aceptaba. Pero esa vez… ninguno de los dos se había movido. Kurogane estaba un poco más debilitado que de costumbre, consecuencia de que Fye hubiera bebido más de lo que acostumbraba. Cuando los húmedos labios del rubio se alejaron de su muñeca, Kurogane había doblado su brazo y tapado con una venda la herida con presteza, mirando hacia otro lado.
Ni siquiera se había percatado de que Fye seguía junto a él en vez de marcharse. Debía haberse mareado bastante para no darse cuenta de que Fye había ido cerrando su órbita azulada y caído muy suavemente sobre su regazo, hasta apoyar cómodamente la cabeza sobre sus piernas.
Eso había sido ya una hora atrás. Kurogane ya se había recuperado. Y sin embargo, ahí seguía Fye, principalmente porque el ninja no le había despertado. Sus piernas estaban dormidas.
Pero Fye también lo estaba.
Y Kurogane se sentía cerca, muy cerca… más cerca de lo que un Fye despierto le hubiera permitido jamás.
Pero claro, era demasiada tranquilidad. Notó de repente la respiración acelerarse mientras que Fye se replegaba sobre sí mismo en el tatami, en posición fetal, clavándole los hombros en los muslos. Kurogane le observó por unos segundos gimotear casi imperceptiblemente en una horrible pesadilla. Después la mano que solía usar para sujetar su espada casi todo el tiempo se desplazó hasta el sedoso pelo de color platino, lentamente, con precisión.
Fye dejó de temblar.
Kurogane mezcló sus dedos entre su cabello, notando con la punta de los dedos el nudo del parche. Luego siguió bajando hasta la nuca, sin salir de la manta rubia, y presionó suavemente las yemas, en un extraño masaje.
La respiración de Fye se fue ralentizando, pero no llegó a recuperar su ritmo anterior.
Kurogane no supo cuánto tiempo acarició la nuca del rubio, pero cuando su mano se hartó, salió suavemente de su pelo y encontró reposo en lo alto de la espalda de Fye, sujetando su cuerpo en ademán protector.
Fye se estaba haciendo el dormido. Kurogane sabía perfectamente que trataba de pasar desapercibido, pero el mago había despertado, no sabía si por la pesadilla o por la caricia. No se movió. Se quedó ahí, tranquilo, bajo el brazo de Kurogane, con la cabeza apoyada sobre sus piernas y el resto del cuerpo encogido sobre el cálido suelo. Para el ninja, la postura empezaba a resultar incómoda, pero trató de enfocarla como parte necesaria del entrenamiento para hacerse más fuerte.
Aunque Fye estaba despierto.
Pero Fye nunca había estado despierto así, tan cerca de Kurogane… sin tratar de huir. Así que Kurogane no se movió.

Cuando las puertas de la casa resonaron con la llegada de Sakura, Mokona y Shaoran, ambos despertaron.